the storm within me

Embracing the Inner Chaos to Grow Stronger

We all have some storm inside of us-a turbulent mix of emotions, thoughts, and uncertainties going on just below the surface. Sometimes, this storm rains quietly, unseen, but deeply felt inside. Other times it breaks open, bubbling over into waves of frustration, anger, or sadness.

For me, the storm has to do with real circumstances outside in the world. It reflects battles within: fear of failure, obsession about perfection, and conflict over self-acceptance. It’s a whirlpool of self-doubt that feels a great need to prove oneself against those words running inside one’s head that say,

“You are not good enough”.

In the midst of a storm, I am peaceful. I remind myself that the storms are only for a little while longer, and this too will pass. I learn to embrace the storm, which is shaping me, making me stronger, and would ultimately make me grow.

The storm within is not something to fear; it is something to navigate, learn from, and use as fuel. It reminds me that I am alive, that I can feel so deeply, and that I am continuously growing. Thus, I will continue to brave the storm, knowing every time it passes I grow a little stronger, a little more resilient, and a little more at peace with myself.